I've been really depressed for like 2 mos. now. I'm even sleeping during the day again. No one noticed it. But that's normal. I hate my situation right now. I tried shutting myself in and getting it out through creative means. No dice dude. Mom got sick over my birthday and this whole debt crisis. God, wtf? What a blur. What was it 3-4 days?? Anyway, 1 trip to the ER and a surgery later, she's ok. It was a repeat of the last time. Me being left home, not knowing what was going on. Took 2 days just to find which hospital she and my bro went to. It totally suxked and needless to say I did not feel much like celebrating when they got home. 4 infected teeth later I've come to 2 conclusions. How dare the gov't manufacture a crisis and threaten my survival and mom needs some freakin dentures! I feel useless.I freaked the puck out. It hurt not being able to do anything and knowing she didn't want me there. Who takes a cab to the hospital? My mother. That's who. Can someone magically conjure up affordable health insurance and a nice used car and send them our way??
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